A Girl’s Letter to Herself №9

Dear self,

There is a lot I want to apologize to you for,

Forgive me for all the moments I let you down when you were younger. I apologize to you for struggling with a lack of self-discipline over and over again. I failed to reaffirm the belief I have in you, which led me to doubt your confidence. I’m sorry for questioning and lowering your esteem time without a number, for beating you up, and for seeking external validation. My apologies to you for all the instances I neglect your interests. To rely on others was wrong of me. I’m sorry for that too.

And finally, I realized and accepted that you’re a constant work in progress.

I will do my best to ensure that you keep progressing.

With lots of love,

Asmaa.